Another unproductive day..

People say that if you don't open up sometimes you might lose everything you hold so dear.
I'm afraid that if I do open up I will lose more than that, I will lose myself down an unknown dark path without any guidance or someone to reach out.

I guess it's wrong not to do something about it, the question is what to do?
I don't want the easy way, the shortcut. I want the true way.

If I were to tell you the words on my mind right now the only thing that would come out would be
I hate you, I hate this. Somebody help!

Well probably another self pitying post, but all I can do is hope it'll pass.

One thing that's great is that I'm about to start embracing one of my dreams this fall.
To be honest I just want a way out right now. Unfotunately I can't find one, so anybody please do help.

Something that always keeps me going is my determination of changing the wrongs in this world, not to create a perfect world just enough to make it worth wanting to live in. So we'll see how that goes, but that's one of my dreams, probably the biggest one.

QOTD: "Embrace your dreams and whatever happens protect your honor." - Zack Fair
SOTD: Everything - Michael Bublé