Another unproductive day..

People say that if you don't open up sometimes you might lose everything you hold so dear.
I'm afraid that if I do open up I will lose more than that, I will lose myself down an unknown dark path without any guidance or someone to reach out.

I guess it's wrong not to do something about it, the question is what to do?
I don't want the easy way, the shortcut. I want the true way.

If I were to tell you the words on my mind right now the only thing that would come out would be
I hate you, I hate this. Somebody help!

Well probably another self pitying post, but all I can do is hope it'll pass.

One thing that's great is that I'm about to start embracing one of my dreams this fall.
To be honest I just want a way out right now. Unfotunately I can't find one, so anybody please do help.

Something that always keeps me going is my determination of changing the wrongs in this world, not to create a perfect world just enough to make it worth wanting to live in. So we'll see how that goes, but that's one of my dreams, probably the biggest one.

QOTD: "Embrace your dreams and whatever happens protect your honor." - Zack Fair
SOTD: Everything - Michael Bublé

It's been a while, I know..

I'm back where I started four years ago, the only difference is my experience of losing the same people again and of course my age.

I always believed that if you really keep on fighting for something or someone you'll get your piece of the cake in the end. Though I'm not at my end yet, it sort of feels like it. Oh well.

Well as the title says - Here Comes Goodbye.. My goodbye that is, not to the world just to everything I've known and held dear.

How nice it would be to be a cloud, no thoughts, no worries and no emotions.

Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone.

I don't think I'm going to get to the point so I'll just end here, another day guys.

“Good bye, proud world! I'm going home; Thou art not my friend, and I'm not thine”

Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Everything - Lifehouse.