Hiya guys, today I feel rejuvenated!

I was at the beach with some friends the whole day for the first time this year. I've got to tell you guys that it felt so peaceful just flotaing with the waves and hearing the sound of them crashing.

Though at the same time I feel kind of burned out which is very weird since I don't have a work to go to yet..

I may be greedy for saying this but I've got two sides of friends, and I can't exactly say that there are any more pros on one of the sides than on the other. What I know is that these two sides can't co-exist with each other, when I'm with one of the sides they talk behind the other's backs, and the same on the other side. What I'm trying to say is that I want all my friends together not divided into groups.. because when I'm with one of the sides I can't stop thinking about what the other side is thinking about me or what they are doing and vice versa.

I know better one bird in your hand than ten in the forest, but is it so wrong of me to want both?

I've got people telling me everyday that I have to adjust after how the world changes but I've decided to change the world after my needs, and I'm not talking about robbing a bank but just saying that if I've been told earlier in my life that I get something for doing anything and it changes I'm not one of those who just accept that the rules have changed.

Sure call me a idealist but I think that I should stand by my principles even if it seems as stubborness or stupidity in other's eyes.

Well I've got to go to bed not boys and girls.
Quote of the day:
"To Infinity And Beyond!" - Buzz Lightyear

Song of the day - The Face - RyanDan

P.S. OOOOOOOUCH I've burned myself pretty good, look like a human tomato.

Today is the anniversary of my father's death, nine years.

Exactly this day every year I get down, more than usual, today is probably the worst day of them all, but still also a good day.

Don't really know how to explain the feeling, anyways I've got the house all by myself tomorrow and it's going to be kinda nice, the silence, hopefully a sunny day, maybe sit out on the terrace and solve som sudouku.

I've fallen down again, down into a pit of darkness without a shimmer of light, hope or even a way out. You know when everything seems like nothing is going your way, thinking that no one understands.

Yeah I'm wallowing in self-pity.. but I think that today's a day that I'm allowed to do it.
I'll snap out of it pretty soon.. I hope.

I was watching some tributes to Michael Jackson the other day and although I've seen them before, that day it sent shivers down my spine (Good Shivers).

Well I think I shall go to bed now, just want to sleep through the rest of this day.

Song of the day - The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
And I want also to put in the song that we had at my father's funeral - I hela Världen - Magnus Uggla.

Quote of the day:“Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening, but no matter how hard death tries it can't separate people from love. It can't take away our memories either. In the end, life is stronger than death.” - Anonymous.