I've been called lazy many times in my life, I used to despise being called that. Now that it's a new week I turned over a new leaf, I now see it as a challenge. A challenge to prove something and it's not about me not being lazy, since I am, we all are. No this makes me want to prove that being lazy isn't something you should be afraid of being called.

If you ever get called lazy, here's what I answer from this day on, "Yes I am lazy! something wrong with that? don't I still get my tasks done ?" (Of course this is only usable if you actually get your job done)

Now I was called lazy today for not taking more classes than I do, and this made me change my mind about taking more classes.

Now something I've known for so long yet never really realizing it. Everyday I make over a thousand choices in my brain. Should I eat breakfast, should I wear this today when I go out, Should I tell people around me how I really feel. What I mean is that our choices alters our life.

And here's what I've been feeling blue a lot lately, but just for today it changed, oddly enough a day is all I need to get determined about changing my lifestyle.

I just realized another thing, I haven't told you guys why I write in english when I'm from sweden. You see I have an excellent vocabulary both in english and swedish (First time I actually admit to myself I'm good at something) but I think that english has a better ring to it when it comes to me talking about my feelings.

A week ago I talked to my guidance counsellor about applying to the university, now right away I had an obstacle ahead of me. She told me I didn't have enough points yet. Two weeks ago I had a problem choosing between applying for Archeology or Teaching in english. Five hours ago I began making up a plan of how I'm supposed to get enough points and I even decided which of the two subjects I want to learn more about.

Guess what! I chose both subjects. First archeology and then teaching.

I should probably warn you guys that in my next contribution to this blog will probably be depressing again, but if you want to get to know me that's a part of me you have to live with me untill I'm done with it.

In my other blog that I've shutdown I always wrote my song for the day and a quote too, I'm thinking I should give you guys the same joy!

Devil in me - Kate Voegele

"A small leak can sink a great ship" Benjamin Franklin.