Hiya guys, it's been a long time since my last post. Though I can honestly say I'm feeling much better these days, I'm still down on some things but other stuff looks a lot brighter now.
A semester of school has passed and it's going great. I've also probably found out what I want to work with/as in the future. Psychology, I want to help people with the same problems I have/had. The training for my Socialfobia has gone great too.

This year will probably bring me into a better mood, which must be great for you guys who've read here before and thought my self-pity was annoying :>.

Well I guess that's all for now, promise to post more often ^^

QOTD. - Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall. - Confucius.
SOTD. - Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars.

Another unproductive day..

People say that if you don't open up sometimes you might lose everything you hold so dear.
I'm afraid that if I do open up I will lose more than that, I will lose myself down an unknown dark path without any guidance or someone to reach out.

I guess it's wrong not to do something about it, the question is what to do?
I don't want the easy way, the shortcut. I want the true way.

If I were to tell you the words on my mind right now the only thing that would come out would be
I hate you, I hate this. Somebody help!

Well probably another self pitying post, but all I can do is hope it'll pass.

One thing that's great is that I'm about to start embracing one of my dreams this fall.
To be honest I just want a way out right now. Unfotunately I can't find one, so anybody please do help.

Something that always keeps me going is my determination of changing the wrongs in this world, not to create a perfect world just enough to make it worth wanting to live in. So we'll see how that goes, but that's one of my dreams, probably the biggest one.

QOTD: "Embrace your dreams and whatever happens protect your honor." - Zack Fair
SOTD: Everything - Michael Bublé

It's been a while, I know..

I'm back where I started four years ago, the only difference is my experience of losing the same people again and of course my age.

I always believed that if you really keep on fighting for something or someone you'll get your piece of the cake in the end. Though I'm not at my end yet, it sort of feels like it. Oh well.

Well as the title says - Here Comes Goodbye.. My goodbye that is, not to the world just to everything I've known and held dear.

How nice it would be to be a cloud, no thoughts, no worries and no emotions.

Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone.

I don't think I'm going to get to the point so I'll just end here, another day guys.

“Good bye, proud world! I'm going home; Thou art not my friend, and I'm not thine”

Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Everything - Lifehouse.

Hiya guys, today I feel rejuvenated!

I was at the beach with some friends the whole day for the first time this year. I've got to tell you guys that it felt so peaceful just flotaing with the waves and hearing the sound of them crashing.

Though at the same time I feel kind of burned out which is very weird since I don't have a work to go to yet..

I may be greedy for saying this but I've got two sides of friends, and I can't exactly say that there are any more pros on one of the sides than on the other. What I know is that these two sides can't co-exist with each other, when I'm with one of the sides they talk behind the other's backs, and the same on the other side. What I'm trying to say is that I want all my friends together not divided into groups.. because when I'm with one of the sides I can't stop thinking about what the other side is thinking about me or what they are doing and vice versa.

I know better one bird in your hand than ten in the forest, but is it so wrong of me to want both?

I've got people telling me everyday that I have to adjust after how the world changes but I've decided to change the world after my needs, and I'm not talking about robbing a bank but just saying that if I've been told earlier in my life that I get something for doing anything and it changes I'm not one of those who just accept that the rules have changed.

Sure call me a idealist but I think that I should stand by my principles even if it seems as stubborness or stupidity in other's eyes.

Well I've got to go to bed not boys and girls.
Quote of the day:
"To Infinity And Beyond!" - Buzz Lightyear

Song of the day - The Face - RyanDan

P.S. OOOOOOOUCH I've burned myself pretty good, look like a human tomato.

Today is the anniversary of my father's death, nine years.

Exactly this day every year I get down, more than usual, today is probably the worst day of them all, but still also a good day.

Don't really know how to explain the feeling, anyways I've got the house all by myself tomorrow and it's going to be kinda nice, the silence, hopefully a sunny day, maybe sit out on the terrace and solve som sudouku.

I've fallen down again, down into a pit of darkness without a shimmer of light, hope or even a way out. You know when everything seems like nothing is going your way, thinking that no one understands.

Yeah I'm wallowing in self-pity.. but I think that today's a day that I'm allowed to do it.
I'll snap out of it pretty soon.. I hope.

I was watching some tributes to Michael Jackson the other day and although I've seen them before, that day it sent shivers down my spine (Good Shivers).

Well I think I shall go to bed now, just want to sleep through the rest of this day.

Song of the day - The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
And I want also to put in the song that we had at my father's funeral - I hela Världen - Magnus Uggla.

Quote of the day:“Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening, but no matter how hard death tries it can't separate people from love. It can't take away our memories either. In the end, life is stronger than death.” - Anonymous.

Hi guys!

I know it's been a long time since my last post but I didn't feel like doing anything the last month..

But today is a new day and a good day!

I can proudly say that I'm now one of those who have finished Final Fantasy XIII, and boy is the story in that game superb! I just remembered that I made some major faults in my last review on the game, for one I said you use crystarium point when it's Crystogen x)
I also completely forgot to tell you anything about the story.

Well maybe my next review on another game will be better ;)

So finally summer, I'm not a specific season guy I love them all, they all have their pros and cons.
Summer: It's warm and you don't need ten pounds clothes to feel warm xD

Fall/Autumn: The leaves on the trees almost turn gold, it's a pretty nice view, also you get more movie days since it usually rains alot.

Winter: Okay some winters in sweden we don't even get snow but when we do you don't take it for granted, riding a sleigh, building snow-man, igloos and of course snowball fights!

Spring: Not too cold and not too warm, wonderful scents is picked up by the wind, and it's a new year time for changes.

Now I've given you a full review of my season opinions :D

One thing that gets me down though is that it feels like I've lost some people in my life, maybe it's my own fault or it's faults from both parts but whatever the reasons I just hope and wish it'll all work out =D

Well I think I have to go pretty soon, movie night at a friend's place, so it's not all bad!

one thing before I neew to brag a little about my soda quitting, I should probably tell you in advance that I used to drink a lot of soda, but stopped since two months back now :D

had some cavitys at my last dental check-up so it gave me a good reason to make a change in my life.

Well guys got to go now but take care and you will probably hear from me sooner this time =D

Quote of the day:
“I've always believed no matter how many shots I miss, I'm going to make the next one.”
Jonathan Swift.

Song of the day: Rise Against - Prayer Of The Refugee

Hey guys, been some time since my last post.

I can honestly say that I have so much to say yet so little ways to express myself.

Well maybe I'll find a way to express my feelings later, for now

TO BE CONTINUED!